Anxiety

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He sees.

 “An intimate encounter with Jesus is the most transforming experience of human existence.” – John Eldridge

Have you ever tried to avoid someone and then found yourself face-to-face with that person in a situation from which you couldn’t escape? It’s happened to all of us!

I think Zaccheaus in 1st-Century Jericho may have found himself in that predicament. The crowds were great and Zacheaus was not a favorite among the people because he collected taxes for the hated Romans. Apparently he had a curiosity about Jesus and wanted to know more, but only from a distance. He climbed the sycamore tree because he wanted to see, but not to be seen.

But, this is Jesus, right? He doesn’t miss anything! Of course he sees this little man in the big tree and is not going to let him get away with hiding. He calls him down from the tree. And, if that’s not scary enough, he then invites himself to Zaccheaus’ house for a meal. Zaccheaus couldn’t hide from Jesus, but he did get to know more about him! And his life was tranformed forever in that one encounter.

We don’t have to hide our struggles. Jesus sees. We don’t have to be embarrassed about our doubts. Jesus sees. He sees our joy, too. When we are kind or generous, he sees. When we are afraid or anxious, he sees. He even sees us when we’re trying to hide.

He invites us to come out of hiding, and he waits for our response. Jesus always sees. And he looks on us with grace, love, and forgiveness.

“You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
You understand my thought from afar.
You scrutinize my path and my lying down,
And are intimately acquainted with all my ways.” – Psalm 139:2-3

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In the Middle of the Muddle

“Thanksgiving will draw our hearts out to God and keep us engaged with Him; it will take our attention from ourselves and give the Spirit room in our hearts.” -Andrew Murray

This morning I woke up early, processing events of the past week – things I didn’t like. The processing had been going on for a couple of days and was more like what I call a “muddle” rather than coherent thoughts. I wanted to go back to sleep, but couldn’t, so I began to ask God to come into my muddle. I specifically asked him to give me a verse to think about. In a nanosecond, I recalled, “In everything give thanks.”

I had an assignment from God himself, so I began to thank him – first for the basics like we all do, then for some specifics related to the events that put me in a muddle in the first place. My heart felt lighter. I began to feel less stress, less frustration, less worry. I started to realize I had been making everything about me, when he wants me to make everything about him. I felt in my deepest being that he is in control, he loves me, and he will give the answers to the problems I’m trying to solve.

I have a feeling I’m not the only one who muddles. Sometimes muddling is our “go to”, and we need, instead, to turn to Jesus instead of our own incoherent thoughts. Occasionally we need a reminder of that. I had that reminder this morning, now I’m passing it along just in case you need one, too.

May you get out of the muddle and into the praise today. It’s happier there!

“May the Lord direct your hearts to the love of God and to the steadfastness of Christ.” – 2 Thessalonians 3:5

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Sit still.

In place of our exhaustion and spiritual fatigue, God will give us rest. All He asks is that we come to Him…that we spend a while thinking about Him, meditating on Him, talking to Him, listening in silence, occupying ourselves with Him – totally and thoroughly lost in the hiding place of His presence. – Chuck Swindoll

It’s a human failing to try to do too much, too fast, without pause for refreshment or renewal. It’s so easy to get to that place: a place of anxiety, restlessness, fatigue.

Recently, my morning reading took me to 2 Samuel 7 where I read that King David went to the place of worship and “sat before the Lord.” Eventually he prayed, and God responded, but I loved that, at first, he just sat there in stillness, knowing he was in the presence of the holy, almighty, sovereign God.

Do we ever do that? Just find a quiet place and sit in God’s presence? As if we have all the time in the world. As if he’s the most important person in our lives. As if sitting with him is the most important thing we have to do that day. Maybe it is.

David was King. He probably was busy all the time. But this day, he cleared his schedule. He walked away from all the hubub of the palace to find God in a tent and sit in his presence. Just reading that made me want the same. Sometimes we need to do a little clearing of our own schedules, so the connection stays strong, so his voice can be heard, and so we will restist the temptation to rush off and try to do everything without him.

Just sit. In his presence. Still. Quiet. All will be well . . .

“My soul clings to you;  your right hand upholds me.” – Psalm 63:8

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Light in the Darkness

“How good the Savior is to me! He not only helps carry my burdens, he carries me also.” – Corrie ten Boom

Corrie ten Boom was a Dutch woman who, during World War II, sheltered and hid Jews to keep them from being sent to work camps or to execution. Eventually she and her family were found out, and Corrie, her sister Betsie, and their father were themselves arrested. Corrie and Betsie ended up at Ravensbruck, one of the cruelest and most lethal concentration camps of all.

They suffered as all the others did – hard work, little food, winter cold, filthy and infested living conditions, and impossible demands. They began praying with other women, most of them Jews, and holding quiet Bible studies after the guards had gone at night. In all their suffering, they felt Jesus beside them, comforting, leading.

Betsie and Corrie talked about what they would do if they were ever released. Betsie said this, “We have learned so much here, and now we must go all over the world to tell people what we now know – that Jesus’ light is stronger than the deepest darkness”

Betsie died soon thereafter, and Corrie remained in Ravensbruck until, through a clerical error, she was released. After recovering from her ordeal, she did travel the world telling the story well into her 80’s. And what did she tell? Her hate for her captors? No. She told of the miserable conditions, but always directed her audience to the presence and power of God – to the light she had because he was with her in this dark place.

Are you in a dark place right now? You are not alone. Reach out to Jesus. You will find light in the darkest of nights.

“The people dwelling in darkness have seen a great light, and for those dwelling in the region and shadow of death, on them a light has dawned.” – Matthew 4:16

Source: The Watchmaker’s Daughter by Larry Loftis, published March 2023

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Risky

“By his word and Spirit he guides us, using even our mistakes to bring blessing.” – Edmund P. Clowney

Has anyone ever asked you to take on a service responsibility, and you reacted in fear? You knew you were qualified to do the job, but what if you failed? It’s safer to say “no” than to risk letting people down.

There are a lot of us who want to play it safe, but, you know what? Living the Christian life in all its fullness requires risk.

I was recently asked to take on a responsibility I wasn’t expecting. When I began to pray about it, it wasn’t long before God reminded me of the Parable of the Talents. The master was going on a journey and gave money to three servants to invest for him. When he returned, two of the servants were commended for their faithfulness because they doubled the money by wise decisions and, probably, some risk-taking. The third servant, though, was so afraid of losing the money, of making a mistake, that he buried his allocation in the back yard to keep it safe until his master returned. The master was not happy about his safety-first choice!

As I read that story, I realized two things. First, God had given me talents that could be put to good use in the task I was being asked to do. And, second, God seems to be more pleased with my willingness to try than with my fear that I’d fail.

Do you have any God-given gifts that you’ve buried? Maybe it’s time to dig them up, dust them off, and put them to work. It’s worth talking to him about.

“As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God’s varied grace. . .” – 1 Peter 4:10

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But, I don’t understand.

“You need not cry very loud; he is nearer to us than we think.” – Brother Lawrence

Meet our cat, Abi. She likes everything to always be the same. She likes her Amazon box. She loves to be brushed.

She does not love being put in her carrier to ride in the car. Scary. Might end up at the vet. And her cries are like prayers asking us to set her free.

If you have a pet, you can relate, right? Have you ever thought that our relationship to our pets might be somewhat parallel God’s relationship to us? He knows what we like, but there are times he put us through something equivalent to getting in the carrier to go to the vet. We don’t understand how what he’s doing is for our good. For us it’s just scary and uncomfortable, so we cry out to him in prayer.

Can you imagine how infinitely more God loves us than we love our pets? He faithfully walks with us as we suffer, but his love is too great to give us the relief we pray for. Relief won’t come until he has accomplished his purposes for us and maybe for those around us.

We cannot understand that kind of love from a human perspective. We can only find glimpses as we ourselves cause necessary pain to someone we love even though they can’t understand why.

Know this: God loves us infinitely. He’s always working for our good. And he walks with us through the struggles.

Sense his presence. Trust his love. Something good is happening even when we can’t see it.

“And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.” – 1 Peter 5:10

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Bonds of Love

“Trusting God’s grace means trusting God’s love for us rather than our love for God.” – Peter Kreeft

Do you ever miss God? Do you sometimes feel like he is far away and you want him back? I feel that way sometimes when it seems I don’t have time to pray except for quick “help me” prayers or short “thank you” prayers. I feel that way sometimes when I haven’t spent quality time in the Bible for days – maybe when I am traveling or sick. I just start to miss him. That happened to me recently.

I found myself one morning praying something like this: I feel like I’m not paying enough attention to you, Lord. I don’t mean to do that. But we are so busy, and I am so tired.

God could have told me I was letting him down and really needed to get my act together. But he didn’t. Instead, he responded with something like this: I know. But because you reach out to me so consistently in calmer times, these times when you can’t stay in touch do not separate us. We have bonds of love. I reach out to you when you can’t reach out to me. I’ll never leave you. I am always close.

How do you think I felt after that message? Amazed. Assured. Comforted. At peace.

We worship a great and loving God. He never lets go of us. Knowing that gives great comfort in our times of stress. Knowing him this way is exactly what makes us miss him and draws us back into communion with him as soon as the whirlwind stops.

“The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.” – Lamentations 3:22-23

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He’s not leaving.

Nothing in or of this world measures up to the simple pleasure of experiencing the presence of God. — A. W. Tozer

None of us is a stranger to loneliness. Even when we’re with people, we sometimes feel unattached, alone. But, if you and I are children of God, we are never alone. In fact, when Jesus came to earth, Joseph was reminded by the angel of Isaiah’s prophecy that this child would be called Immanuel, which means “God with us”. Then, after his living his life among us, Jesus said this to his disciples, “And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age” (Matthew 28:20b). He was leaving – and still promising to be with them.

The Bible is full of promises about God’s presence with us. Here are a few:

“Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you or forsake you” (Joshua 1:5b).

“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me” (Psalm 23:4).

“Do you not know that you are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in you?” (1 Corinthians 3:16).

Do we believe what we are reading? That God is really with us? That he will never leave us? That where we go, he goes? He hears our prayers, knows our thoughts, understands our needs, and directs our steps.

The first step toward experiencing God in our lives is to believe these promises are true. The second step is to cultivate an ongoing, prayerful conversation with our ever-present God. Over time, we begin to realize we are never alone. We’re never, never alone. He is with us, and he’s not going away.

“Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go” (Joshua 1:9b).

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Patient and Kind

“There is no termination date on my commitment to you. You can’t get rid of my grace to you. You can’t outrun my mercy. You can’t evade my goodness.” – Dane Ortland

A friend once told me about her adult son who was always getting into trouble, mostly related to his penchant for alcohol. One time he came to her with yet another problem and said, “I bet you wish I’d never been born.” She told me that story with tears in her eyes, not because of the problems he caused, but because he could even think she would ever stop loving him.

God’s like that. No matter how much trouble we are, we are his, and he wants us to be close.

A friend once likened God’s relationship to us as that of a human trying to housetrain a puppy. When the puppy doesn’t make it to the papers, does a good master kick him for missing the mark? No, he picks him up and moves him to the papers. After awhile, the pup, wanting to please his master, begins to understand and do the right thing.

Once we’re adopted into God’s family, we are his – forever. If we keep falling into the same sin, he still loves us. If we fail to keep our promises to him, he still keeps his promises to us. He helps us get back up when we fall. Even if we run from him, he chases us to bring us back – just like a master would do with a runaway puppy!

And that kind of love makes us want to return to him. The thing we must never think is that he no longer wants us back. Our Master will never turn away one who wants to please him.

“The Lord, the Lord, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness,” – Exodus 34:6b

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There is a safe place.

“We can see hope in the midst of hopelessness. We can see peace in the midst of chaos.” – Priscilla Shirer

Are you in a safe place? A place where you know you will be treated fairly? Or are you living in fear and dread of each new day? God wants justice. He wants his children to live without anxiety.

So much so, that in ancient Israel, he established several places as cities of refuge. A person accused of taking a life accidentally could run to one of those cities where he would await a trial. The purpose of the place of refuge was to protect him from death at the hands of relatives of the deceased person. God wanted him to be treated with justice, not vengeance.

The cities of refuge were located in places accessible by roads, and the elders in the surrounding towns were required to walk the route once a year to make sure there were no obstacles on the path and to place directional signs at any crossroads that read “To the City of Refuge” so the person fleeing wouldn’t get lost. God’s desire was to make it easy to get to a safe place. Nothing in the way. No detours.

Are you facing a crisis right now? Something that seems to threaten life as you know it? God invites you to himself as your refuge, your place of safety and strength, and he’s made it easy for you to get to him. There are no roadblocks. You can run to him through prayer, surrender, and faith. Rest in his presence, drink in his peace, and then trust he will show you the way forward. He really does care.

“The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble.
He cares for those who trust in him.” – Nahum 1:7