He sees.

 “An intimate encounter with Jesus is the most transforming experience of human existence.” – John Eldridge

Have you ever tried to avoid someone and then found yourself face-to-face with that person in a situation from which you couldn’t escape? It’s happened to all of us!

I think Zaccheaus in 1st-Century Jericho may have found himself in that predicament. The crowds were great and Zacheaus was not a favorite among the people because he collected taxes for the hated Romans. Apparently he had a curiosity about Jesus and wanted to know more, but only from a distance. He climbed the sycamore tree because he wanted to see, but not to be seen.

But, this is Jesus, right? He doesn’t miss anything! Of course he sees this little man in the big tree and is not going to let him get away with hiding. He calls him down from the tree. And, if that’s not scary enough, he then invites himself to Zaccheaus’ house for a meal. Zaccheaus couldn’t hide from Jesus, but he did get to know more about him! And his life was tranformed forever in that one encounter.

We don’t have to hide our struggles. Jesus sees. We don’t have to be embarrassed about our doubts. Jesus sees. He sees our joy, too. When we are kind or generous, he sees. When we are afraid or anxious, he sees. He even sees us when we’re trying to hide.

He invites us to come out of hiding, and he waits for our response. Jesus always sees. And he looks on us with grace, love, and forgiveness.

You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
You understand my thought from afar.
You scrutinize my path and my lying down,
And are intimately acquainted with all my ways.”
– Psalm 139:2-3

Sometimes he just does.

“The dearest friend on earth is a mere shadow compared to Jesus Christ.” – Oswald Chambers

When we’re in trouble, or sad, or anxious, we turn to prayer. We are supposed to do that, and we find comfort in reaching out to God for help.

But I have been noticing something as I read the Gospels: When Jesus was here, he looked for those he could help. Sometimes they came and asked him to do something. At other times, he saw their need and simply filled it. The feeding of the 5,000 was like that, right? We don’t have a record of the people clamoring for food. He just knew they were hungry, and he miraculously fed them.

Once he saw a funeral procession leaving a small town. A young man had died and was being taken out for burial. His mother, who was a widow, was in the procession and weeping. Jesus, we are told, commanded the young man to come back to life. And he did. But no one asked Jesus to intervene. He just did.

Another time he walked up to a paralyzed man at the pool of Bethesda and said, “Do you want to be healed?” The man didn’t really answer that question, but Jesus healed him anyway. Just because he wanted to.

I’m thinking there are times when he does those things for us, too. If we are his, he wants to help even when we don’t ask. And maybe we recognize his hand maybe we don’t. But I like the idea that he is guiding my decisions, protecting my path, and seeing to my well being just because that’s who he is. It’s so good to have my Savior as my friend!

“As a father shows compassion to his children,
    so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him
.” – Psalm 103:13

Living and Dying

“What was once foolishness to us—a crucified God—must become our wisdom and our power and our only boast in this world.” – John Piper

Jesus lived an exemplary life on earth. We learn so much by looking in on his interactions with all kinds of people – the wise and the uneducated, the poor and the rich, the strong and the weak, the young and the old. He showed us how to live.

He also showed us how to die.

His death was for the redemption of the world, but he did die. And his deathbed was a cross. He had last wishes, last words, and last acts. What did he model for us?

He cared about those he was leaving behind. He looked down from the cross and saw his mother with her heart breaking. He also saw his disciple John and asked him to take care of Mary as if she were his own mother. Jesus was suffering unspeakably, but remembered the pain his death would bring to others.

He forgave those who hurt him. The soldiers had whipped him, mocked him, driven nails through his hands and feet. In spite of all that, Jesus prayed for their forgiveness.

He prayed. While he was on the cross, he was communing with the Father, and that connection was so intense that he was desperate when God temporarily turned away from him. He could not bear being separated from his Father in Heaven.

If this was the way Jesus chose to deal with his dying day, it might also be a formula for us – for living and for dying: Caring about others, forgiving those who’ve hurt us, and talking to God.

“Whoever claims to live in him must live as Jesus did.” – 1 John 2:6

Giving Back Better

 “We are all desperate, and that is in fact the only state appropriate to a human being who wants to know God. Having fallen from the absolute Ideal, we have nowhere to land but in the safety net of absolute grace.” – Philip Yancey

When we’re good at something, we like doing it. So, we lead the team, build the cabinet, make the meal, give the speech, or fund the project. We like to feel useful, and we announce that we’re “giving back”.

But, there’s the thing: To be able to give back on a spiritual level, we must first receive, and for many of us that’s harder than giving.

When we’re on the receiving end, it means we have a need we can’t meet on our own. It’s much more comfortable to be the giver! We treat God that way, too. We think that when we give gifts or do good deeds, we earn his favor, but it doesn’t work that way.

Instead, we have to understand how spiritually desperate we are and to gratefully receive his undeserved grace. It’s hard and it’s humbling, but when we ask him, he’ll give us new life and the ability to serve him and others on new level. Our motive to give then changes from seeking approval to showing love. And when we do what we are spiritually gifted to do, the results are life-changing for us and for those to whom we give.

But, first, we receive God’s grace. He’s ready when you are.

“For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.  For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” – Ephesians 2:8-10

Misfit?

“For the church is not a human society of people united by their natural affinities but the Body of Christ, in which all members, however different . . . must share the common life, complementing and helping one another precisely by their differences.”– C. S. Lewis

There are times when we all feel like misfits. Why do I feel odd or different? How can I be needed or useful to someone?

Paul teaches in his letters that God is building a temple for himself and that temple is made up of those who follow Jesus. He talks about us all being stones and those stones are fitted together to build a place for God to dwell.

So, if you’ve ever seen an old stone wall, you know those stones are of all shapes, colors, and sizes. No two are exactly alike. And yet, with the work of a master craftsman, they fit together perfectly to make a beautiful, strong, and purposeful wall.

So, guess what? Your peculiarities and mine are actually what make us a unique fit into the temple God is building.

We are (collectively) God’s temple, each of us formed for a specific place in the wall. We must not resist the cutting, scraping, and molding – that’s how he shapes us for a precise purpose.

So we should never feel we are not needed, or we are too odd, or not attractive or talented or strong. God is building his house and he has designed each of us to fit in a particular and unique place. You are not a misfit, but a perfect fit in God’s temple.

” . . . Christ Jesus himself being the cornerstone, in whom the whole structure, being joined together, grows into a holy temple in the Lord.  In him you also are being built together into a dwelling place for God by the Spirit. – Ephesians 2:20b-22